Awakening, home, Miami, Denmark & residing within.

Miami Beach // Photo by Superstar $OUL. Arts.

A body, a mind, a spirit.

All colliding into one.

One world, one dream, one channel, one chart.

Why did it have to happen this way? Why was I supposed to walk this path?

There’s a truth unfolding.

The truth is unclear.

The truth is near.

The truth is there.

..but yet, it ain’t.

And sometimes that can be so frustrating.

The feeling that I’m finally arriving in the space I’m meant to be in.

& then, another shift happens, and there’s even more truth to be told.

I don’t even know what to expect anymore.

I know. I trust. I believe,… that it’s all coming.

Yet, there’s the starving mind, starving ego.

Staring into the wall, wanting to throw a tantrum as big as the moon.

As my ego kicks in, the soul truth has grown bigger and bigger. big enough to trumph the ego’s desire to throw in the towel.

not to end it all - just to throw a mini tantrum.

But soul says … NO. oh HELL NO.

I’m not gonna go back.

I don’t WANT TO go back.

I don’t want to fall back into the trap of being limited. The trap of feeling STUCK.

I’m starting to notice how far I’ve come.

How this ascension journey & spiritual awakening has brought me.

I used to be so stuck in fear that I couldn’t see how far I’d come.

The emotional chaos & energetic releases were so intense I thought I’d come into depression.

But as I’ve balanced more and more, I finally see the “end” of the road.

The “end” that is truly the new Beginning.

I thought I’d enter that new beginning as I touched down in Miami in 2025 after 8 years of longing to be here..

And now that the first 5 months have passed, I see & understand that Miami was actually the breeding ground for the new me to bloom.

I came here trying to embody HER right away,

but damn I was “wrong” - not in the sense that “HER” wasn’t coming,

but I had yet to find that she was aligning.

All the restless evenings bored AF,

having no friends, nobody to seek comfort in,

all the ideas flowing in the beginning, but no damn energy to follow through.

I was lost. I felt lost. I had nobody.

not the truth.

But I thought it was.

and the belief only created resistance,

until recently… I accepted the truth;

I had been at a point in my life where none of the old reality really resonated anymore.

The food, the drinks, the shopping, the empty “trying to fill the void”-void.

I was really in the womb, in the void, in the release. In the middle of it all.

My body purging.

My body aching.

Longing.

Knowing.

TRUTH.

oh well .. and here I am - 5 months later. at a point that - to the ego, may seem like a standstill. It may look as if I’m in the same space I was almost 6 months ago.

But nah. I shifted so much energetically now, that there’s no going back.

& now …

NOW. - Now, I’m blooming. Just as I was back then. Breaking down, blooming. The seeds were planted in February when I landed in Miami, and now that I’m about to leave for a vacation to touchdown back in Denmark, I am ready to face the new me.

the homecoming…

but this time, it’s not gonna be a homecoming to a new country, nor my homecountry.

This is a homecoming to reside fully & lovingly within me, myself & I.

Thank you for reading! - hopefully you resonate & connect with my soulful words, poemy-ly written just for you.
My story is unfolding, and I hope the red line makes some kinda sense.

I will be back in the next post ..

xoxo,
$OUL.